Last Day of Summer

I'm going to school in 12 hours.
EXCITED TO SEE EVERYONE AGAIN :D

Spent some hours with Mike today.
Freakin jerk, always buys a gift for me -___-
Ate Peruvian food. A little too salty but the meat was good!

Who says challenge equals failure?
They can be quite fun.
And even more fun when you have someone to share them with.

Life's challenges arn't meant to paralyze you.

10 Out of 10

I love 2PM <3

Naruto, Chapter 461

"Whether you trust me or not, what we need are results."

"If that is what this world is, what humans are... there is no future. Understanding and faith: if you take those away, all that's left is fear. I can't accept immoral methods or giving up."

"Easy for you to say. You have no idea. If you have any questions, now's the time to ask. We'll give you advice, boy."

"I have one question for you."

"Alright. I'll answer any questions you have, boy."

"When did you throw yourselves away?"

"..."

I love Gaara :D

Summer HW

I gotta finish by SATURDAY!
So I can PARTY ALL WEEKEND.
Yes! I found my motivation!

My homies and I chilled at the park
and now we're crashing my crib.

PWAHAHA. I think the Payne would've been very
"depressed" with that sentence. xD

PERMIT

Yes I got my permit today :)
Scared to drive.
but when I do, I'm PARTYINGGGG~~~

February 26, 2010: license.

When people must meet someone,
they meet the person they must meet.
The same goes for parting as well.

Today SUCKED.

Yeah, today sucked ASS.
Was supposed to go take permit test.
Miscommunication.
Mom totally exploded on me.
She turned around and we didn't go.
Sure, part of it was my fault but is it that bad to be ignorant?
Jeez lueez -____-

Right after I got back, I changed and left the house.
Went around to go run some errands.
Sat in the the park a while to cool off.
Even bought mom her favorite dark chocolate cause I felt bad.
Then, she just yells at me again later.
sigh.

Tomorrow's another day.
For tonight, maybe more dreams about 2PM will do :D

I'm freaking out about what's ahead, maybe I'll just stay in bed.
Cause it's no fun to be the one going out of my head, so I tell it to myself again:
You're looking for something you can't find.
If you give it up, you'll lose your mind.
There's always something in your way.
What can you say? You're gonna have a good day!
- The Click Five

P.S.
WILD BUNNY EPISODE 4 WAS SOOO FUNNY!!!
PWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA xDDD

Dreams - 2PM

ANOTHER DREAM.
this time it was with 2PM!
for some reason they were performing on a little stage with like maybe3 a crowd of three hundred people.
I was backstage with them!
We were like friends and I watched them perform from the back.
The props were like paper and Styrofoam stuff so i could see them when the wind blew the back props.
I was hiding and watching them when Jaebum did a flip stunt and landed on my foot.
He slipped and hurt his leg.
I remember him glaring at me for the rest of the dream -_____-
But Taecyeon was being nice to me :D

Then there was another one where I met Taecyeon at the airport. (Sorry Sam xD)
I was with someone but I don't remember who.
Taecyeon was in line for the security check and I stopped him and asked for a picture.
He agreed and we took one.
Then he told me if we meet again we should exchange phone numbers because his ideal girl can speak English.
PWAHAHAHA.
I gave him the okay and end of dream.
SORRY SAM xD
don't worry I still love Jaebum more ;)

No person has the right to rain on your dreams.
~ Marian Wright Edelman

Dreams - One Piece & Imaginary Land

I'm remembering my dreams lately.

First one was I was part of Luffy's crew! :D
We ran into some spa place and I was hurt so Sanji changed me so whenever I run around mini purple and green snakes would be left behind.
For some reason, they needed to find the exit without getting spotted so I helped them out, Luffy being last.
And then it all of a sudden turned into Henry's old apartment and I was talking to some adults that happened to be my parents.
Somehow I got outside to meet them and we were transported to a plateau in an urban area.
We had decided to make a house there.
We were discussing on the plateau and Sanji kept pestering Franky to make a blueprint of the house cause he's the carpenter so Franky made this simple shaped blueprint and asked Sanji if this one was okay.
Sanji hesitantly approved and so Franky crushed the table and the blueprint turned out to be a coffin for Sanji xD
Then, CP9 came out of nowhere with two more members.
Everyone was scared of course.
Luchi took Luffy to a dam with high rising water and I had followed.
I was at the top of the dam thinking I was safe but the water overflowed and I landed on sand on the other side.
I held on to a rock so as not to be swept with the waves and helped Luffy grab on.
Luffy and Luchi decided they couldn't fight there.
and that's all I remember...

My famiy was on a trip and we ended up in this REALLY hilly city.
Like the hills were REALLY high.
We driving and then we got onto this road that made your car like a train and run on no gas but just follow the tracks.
It ended up being like a rollercoaster.
The tracks led us up the hill and in loops.
I was holding onto my dad for dear life cause our car had no ceiling.
We finally got to the top only to end up going back down but with parachutes.
Aunt Maggie and Sammi were there too.
I felt like I wanted to die at that point.
I put my helmet on and remember looking out to that city.
It was very green, hilly, breezy and kind of foggy.
There were parachutes all over the place.
It looked like a cartoon but it was very pretty.

ehehehe.
I don't know where all this comes from :D

Yesterday was another day with Mike :)

Dr. Seuss

Today feels like a Dr. Seuss day...
Don't know why; I know there's a day somewhere in the spring for Dr. Seuss but I just feel like it's today for me :D

When I was little, I didn't appreciate him as much because I always thought his stories were kind of whack.
I mean he made up his own species and drew not-that-cute pictures.
AHAHA. Sorry, Dr. Seuss.
but now, I understand what he was trying to convey through his stories and enjoy them.
especially Oh, The Places You'll Go!
I remember Uncle Brian bought that book for me when I was graduating sixth grade I think? Or was it when I was younger?
I remember thinking the pictures were ugly. HAHA.

The book talks about choosing your own directions
and how you'll surpass others while sometimes you'll be left behind.
Then, in the lowest times, you won't be happy
but don't wait around, keep going.
Sometimes you'll be lonely and sometimes the worst enemy will be you
but he says keep going
You'll face many problems but he says you'll succeed "98 and 3/4 guarantee."

I still don't get some of his other stories like Cat in the Hat and The Grinch.
The Grinch still freaks me out.
But maybe it's because I haven't read them in such a long while.

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes.
You can steer yourself
any direction you choose.

SAT Class <3

PWHAHA.
I never knew I'd like eight hours of SAT class every day Mon-Thurs so much! :D
People are so cool :)
I remember I first talked to Jennifer, Kevin and Jonathon on the first day.
AHAHAH.
I didn't want to eat lunch by myself so I kinda stalked them and went up to them and was like, "Can I eat lunch with you guys?"
EHEHEHE.
Then we just got to know more people and before we knew it almost the whole class were friends.
Hakro, Jennifer (Kim), Susan, Alex (gumwrappers!), Isaac, Angela, Candice and more.

I'm actually sad it ended.

On our last day, we all went to eat expensive salkyubsal
and went to norebang for like three hours. :)
We all became BROKE.
But it was SO worth it.

I can't until I drive.
I'm going to go around, pick everyone up and we will all go play again.

Imma take plane then :)

Idol Stuff

Aunt Maggie bought me 2NE1 CD TODAY :D
EHEHEHEHE.
It feels nice to support your favorite artists.
I can't wait until 2PM's album comes out.
I'mma buy that one f'sho :)

I bought a magazine, too.
But it feels soo childish xP
but its okay. i can stare at him all day.

Tomorrow is the last test I'll take for SAT tutor.
Then on Thursday, we're going to norebang.
and then its goodbyes.

Lately, I've had more than the usual things to be grateful for.

The class spent the first five minutes of the essay portion
but we need the entire 25 minutes to write the essay
so Hakro gets up and turned the hands of the clock back.
pfffft.

Retrospect

PWAHA.
I just went back and read all my past blogs.
Eh, just nostalgic memories.
Can't believe I was blogging DURING school.
It feels like such a LONG time ago.

I've been having SAT tutor that past week for 8 hours straight in LA.
PARTY CITY!
I love our class.
We're hella quiet during class but when we go out for lunch, it's us.
On the last day, we plan to go play at norebang.

It's been like norebang week.
I went last wednesday, last saturday, and I'm going to go again twice this week.

Summer's so great. :)

"Look at the time, I gotta go it's 2PM." - Park Jaebum

Nothing You Can't Handle ;)

Life doesn't give you anything you can't handle. EVER.
Somehow, I always end up being okay.
God wants to bless us with more than we could ever know but we ask with clenched fists.
Without knowing it, we limit Him in our minds and that's all we end up receiving.

Suffering produces endurance.
Perseverance produces character.

We go through trials to keep us humble and so we can empathize with others.

If you're going through hell, keep going.

One Hundred Percent 100%

Do all parents love their children?
The word "all" makes that statement false.
At first I believed it.
Someone told me that when I hold my child in my arms, I won't be able to believe there is a mother in the world that could hate their child.
But in reality there is no "always" or "forever."

Can you really trust a person whole-heartedly?
You can trust them 99.9999% but never always.
Whether it was on purpose or by accident, no one is perfect.
In reality, there is no "always" or "forever."

We are all under limited time.
Everything rusts away, plants die, animals die, humans die.
Nothing can last forever.

But
If there is no 100% in this world, then reality can't say it's 100% positive there is no such thing as "always" or "forever."
Those who understand love know there's such a word as "forever."
The soul lasts forever.
It might not be tangible for centuries but for that one soul, time can never touch it.

There is no 100% in this world.

The word "forever" is nothing but a meaningless word born out of the fear of aging.

Love is not written on paper, for paper can be erased. Nor is it etched on stone, for stone can be broken. But it is inscribed on a heart and there it shall remain forever.

"I intend to live forever. So far, so good." -Stephen Wright

Currently listening to - JunBe OK

You're heart's within reach but untouchable
My lonely heart that is in pain
Leave, go away, I'm leaving you

Kim HyungJoon actually looks hot in that MV; I was surprised.
Guy's hair really makes a difference...

Been busy the past week.
TEHEE. but having lots of fun with Sam ;)

Love Norebang <3 I made a rap/free poem about it for an assignment in class. I forgot to put the title as Karaoke so the guy had no idea what I was talking about. PWAHAHA. "That was really deep or I didn't get it." SAT essay's suck. 25 minutes to right two pages?! ridiculoussssss TwT

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"I want to love until I collapse from exhaustion."

070609

Probably one of the best days of my life.
Rode roller coasters for the first time in my ENTIRE life.
HAHA. I went with Soyeon and Jiyeon and so glad I did.
I can't believe we're still like best friends.
I had lost contact with them after elementary school and didn't talk to them for about three years.
Then, I saw them at church again and we got along like we did in second grade.
It's amazing how bonds we created when we were seven years old lasts nine years and still going.
We stayed at Knott's from 11:00AM - 8:00PM and rode mostly everything except some of the more scarier roller coasters like Boomerang and Montezuma's Revenge. We didn't get to ride Excellerator because it broke down :(
We were going to stay until 10:00PM, when Knott's closed, but we rode all the rides we wanted to about 2-3 times so we decided to go relieve more stress at norebang.
OH yes. Daein, his sister and SangHo came,too.
We sang to our hearts' content.
Then we went to eat a Guppy's. HAHA. We talked some more, played some more, ate some more.
It was a whole day of playing.
It was a day of eating whatever I wanted.
It was a day of trying new things and overcoming fears.
It was a day of doing my favorite things.
It was a day of hanging out with my friends.
food + accomplishment + singing + dancing + friends
can the day get any better?

Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you,
they're supposed to help you discover who you are.

Life is like an onion:
You peel it off one layer at a time,
and sometimes you weep.

Growing Up

Work hard, Play hard
I had forgotten what that meant...
Even if I fail, if I give it everything I got,
then I can fail without regrets.

I don't want to grow up.
sigh.

Too many people grow up. That's the real trouble with the world, too many people grow up. - Walt Disney
tehee.

"Sometimes I wish I could go back to the days when I was six and my biggest problem was what kind of dress to put on my Barbie's or whether or not I had enough Lego's to build a fort."

"Remember when you thought boys had cooties
when friends were new, dreams were un-shattered and worries few
when recess was too short and life was too long
decisions came easily without need to belong
when storks delivered the babies and passions weren't so strong
friendships were un-broken
right was right, and wrong was wrong
when bad things didn't happen
when only skinned knees brought tears and the night light in it's socket quieted all our fears
when farewell meant just for summer and real friends didn't part
the fun went on forever and never left a broken heart."

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."

Junior Debut

Excited to go to school?
If I think about it, I kinda am :)
HAHA. I must've really gone insane during summer but I'm pretty psyched to see everyone again as upperclassmen.
I really want to stay underclassmen and hang out with upperclassmen but it looks like I'll be starting to play with the little ones x3
Of course scared stiff about AP Chem, Enlgish, etc. but I'm pretty excited to graduate, too, though I'll miss everyone.
So many mixed feelings.
I don't have a lot of times where feelings are black and white.
It's always gray but with a spectrum of colors :)
HAHA.
I already miss people.
This next year, it'll be filled with both tears and laughter.
I have to remember August 31st, the first day of school.
Because by June, it'll probably feel like the rest of the 9 months was the first week of August.
Tears & laughter; you can't know happiness without a little rain.

A heart is just two teardrops upside down.