where were you?

what the hell. aren't we friends? haven't we laughed together and have inside jokes? then why don't you lean on me? you keep saying you're alone. and when he screws up uyour days all you do is cry and tell everyone else to leave you alone. i know i'm not the most fun person to be around. i know i suck at picking the right words to say but am i that worthless to you? I want to be there for you but you just push me away. Fine. But if you look back don't ask me where I was. If you decide to look for me and find me, don't ask me where I was. Because I was trying to be everywhere you needed me. I was behind you to catch you when you fell; I was beside you to keep you company; I was infront of you to shield anything coming your way; I was above you trying to keep you dry on rainy days. Don't you dare ask where I was because I was with you. I'm sorry I couldn't always be there but I'm human. I can only be at one place at a time.

But where were you when I needed you? Where were you when I was crying? Where were you when I had a secret to tell? Where were you when I needed a shoulder to cry on? Where were you when I needed silence and a companion? Where in fcuking hell were you when I needed you? Hah, you were miles and miles away, running away from reality and leaving me behind, when I needed you the most. what a friend you are.