Wednesday, March 4

sleep

wow. i slept from like 4-10. haha it felt good after a long nap. i even feel like doing homework this time =]
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i always feel like you're judging me. when i don't finish my hw, when i don't pick up my phone, when i don't do the daily routines i should be. haha, this sounds like you're justified as i say this outloud. sure, i'm a slacker but i'm not stupid. i might not work as hard as you but that doesn't mean you need to look down on me. thought we were friends but every time i say something, i feel like you're judging me. only when you're having good mood swings, i can talk to you without feeling that way. but on most days you're not that welcoming. freakin a, i try to brush it off since its so early in the morning but i can only take so much. its starting to piss me off. i wish i could tell you a nicer version but i'm too scared. what kind of a friendship is this? but don't get me wrong; i still want to be friends if we even still are...

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