Lies & Plans

Everyone lies but can we say some don't mean to?
I feel like if I don't want to hide things anymore
and say I hate lying would be very hypocritical.
I don't trust myself to stop lying.
But just because everyone does it doesn't make it right.
It's not right but it's the easiest way out... for now.
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YAYYY! Key Club meeting today
and time to go PLAY! :DDD

Wants

If I asked, I could probably get
a brand new car and a macbook
but where the heck are my parents pulling all the money from?
we just remodeled the garage and made a new attic
and they still want to redo the backyard.

They never tell me our financial situation
or any bad situation for that matter.
So I don't want to ask for expensive things.
I don't really NEED them, just things that I want.
yeah, I won't die without them.
I don't even deserve those things.

maybe why incentives never worked on me
was cuz my parents eventually bought me everything I wanted.
I have a laptop AND a printer as a bonus, an iPod, a credit card the biggest room in the house, a king-size bed, a couch in my room, and a bay-view window.
Listing these things really makes me feel spoiled. haha.
I did ask for the room because of the window
but through luck we ended getting the bed and the couch as hand me downs.
my mom gave me a credit card because she was too lazy to give me cash. HAHA.
I really do have a lot! O_O didn't really realize all of it until I wrote it down.
well that settles it.
my next laptop is a Dell. half the price of a mac (dayum thats a lot)

10 Minutes

What would you do if you only had only one year to live?
Go see the world.
Enjoy as many things as you can before you go.

How about one month?
How about one week?
How about one day?

How about ten minutes?
Go confess to your crush.
Call as many people as you can to tell them you love them.
Go thank someone. Go apologize to someone.
Say one more prayer.

Then only one question remains:

What are you waiting for?

Thoughtful and Thoughtless

lazy days, time keeps moving, stopping for no one.
one thing ends and another begins

Since the day we were been born, we walk towards death.
But there's sure a lot of time to enjoy the walk.
Maybe if I live my life happily and learn to forgive without regrets, death won't be so scary.
Wouldn't that be one of the worst things... to die with so many regrets.
Forgive and forget.
Good things happen to good people: maybe because good people learn to give and be happy.
Happiness is meant to be shared.
If we keep living, good things are bound to come.
They have to. They have to.
There's always sunshine after the rain.
There's always rainbows after the rain.
and don't forget there aren't any rainbows without the rain.

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass.
It's about learning how to dance in the rain.

Life's a climb but the view's great.
-Hannah Montana the Movie

In Europe :D

i almost got executed at a restaurant :D
i met a rabbit
my cousin's freakin weak
Clothes are pretty but kinda expensive
our performance sucked. i was so out of tune xP
we still have one more performance to go.

I've already been to Prague, Salzburg and Melk and i'm in Vienna right now.
one more performance tomorrow
only 3 more days :[

duude, european keyboards are strange
the y and z kezs are switched around
the colon/semicolon key looks like this: ö
and right next to that is ä
its interesting ÖD

i've met freakin fun people :D
PWAHAHA.
pia's so damn cute; she's 13, i mean 14 going on 7. she just stole my chair...
she hits my ears, forgets things in a day, and effin smart for some weird reason
pamala's a queen
my cousin's a freak
and the guy that follows us around is annoying...
i met someone that knows someone i know
i met TRIPLETS. They're so DAMN cute: two girls and one boy
the clarinet pro is freakin hilarious PWAHAHA
my roommate got electricuted HAHA
lots of weird people :D

Europe's passing by fast. damn i wish we had more time D:

Twilight

WOWEEE.
i'm caught up in the edward frenzy again xD
i like skimmed through twilight
watched the movie
and i saw the TRAILER for the new one!
i think it comes out in november?
jacob black looks cool as a werewolf
it doesn't look really cheesy at all

but taylor (jacob black) had to gain TWENTY-SIX pounds of muscle?!
oh eme gee....
AND he's dating Selena Gomez!
SUCH a cute couple! x3

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LAST EPISODE of one of my favorite dramas: Atashinchi no Danshi
It's not really a lot about love
not one of your cliche dramas
its pretty eccentric but REALLY fun
love it x3

SUMMER

even busier.
AACK
let's see:

Europe tour: june 25-july 4
standford: july 13-july18

my two excursion and then its back to the desk.
the joys of summer.

haha. not to mention this its 3 in the morning.

you're interesting.

all my thoughts are all over the place; BUT WHO CARES :D