Monday, March 16

FML & More Fcuks

When did I start getting all emotional? Gawwd. I've been on the verge of crying AGAIN.
Yesterday, something made me cry and today something else.

Some "friends" are really starting to piss me off. Freakin I tried but if you ain't gonna appreciate it then fcukin screw it. It's not worth it. Don't come blaming me that I broke the relationship and that I didn't give a damn sh!t. Cuz I did but you were too pitiful to notice. I tried pouring out my own feelings and felt freakin stupid doing it to you. I regret it; and let me tell you I don't regret many things.

But I do have great friends.
I love the ones that know what I'm going through and are beside me.
Screw everyone else.
c,d,m <3 you guys are always there every fruckin day. Don't know how you do it but o man do i love you.

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Lately, life's been a pain in the ass. FML this, FML that. But maybe I'm blaming life way too much. Why can't I learn to appreciate happiness? Why do I always feel like the bad things always linger around while the good things pass away in a flash? You're so damn stupid, so stupid. I need to take my life back. When the hell am I willing to start?


P.S.
Sorry Connie (and anyone else). I know I used a lot of cussing here but I was pissed and need to let it out. Can I keep the foul language at my hands and away from my mouth? :D

2 comments:

connieee! said...

am i the c? :D
i love you christine<3

and know that i'm here okay?
and there's tons of other fishies out there for you to pick!

connieee! said...

hahahha
i say damn & sh!t a lot too so no worries.
i know that sometimes we need to use foul language to get our anger out :)