Lately // Key Club

WOW.
I used to write like every other day in here and I haven't been here for a while. Well, during spring break I was too lazy although I had many great days and a very relaxing break. I think I could have had enough stuff to talk about to fill blogs every other day like i used to but eh, I guess lazy would be the right word. Even now I don't have much to say. I've just been thinking a lot and actually doing stuff lately which is good. I need to get other things straight, find things, wait for things, and do things. All in 24 hours each day.

I got my time today. Thanks, Minah.

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I've been working on Key Club stuff a lot lately. I've recently discovered why I love being a Key Clubber. I"m not a politician. I suck at history and I don't understand policies and complicated government crap very well. I in fact hate it. It's so sly and always looking to scheme people. In history, national relations policies (whatever you call them) seem to be too self-centered and heartless. For example, countries only join wars if it helps them, not because they want to help others. Of course, this may just be the reality, something that can't be changed and is only done in the good of its citizens and the fault may be the citizens' for bad judgment. But for me, someone who likes fantasies, cinderellas, and happy endings, I'd rather not experience such reality. It makes the world seem dirty, selfish, and cunning. But on a smaller scale, the reality can be beautiful. The sun shines every day with cloudy/rainy days here and there. On rainy days, we can share umbrellas. On a sunny Easter-weekend-Saturday, we can go help children collect eggs filled with candy, paint their faces with their imagination, and take pictures with the giant easter bunny. When it's too hot outside, we can go inside and share ice cream while making picture frames. The sun's always shining. This is why I love Key Club. The world is unfair. But maybe for a few hours, we can change that fact. For a few hours, we can a child happy. For a few hours, we can make other volunteers' jobs easier and more efficient. For a few hours, we can make make the sun shine. And by the end of the year, all these hours total up to thousands of hours the sun's been shining. It's thousands of hours where we don't have to think about politics and the other billion problems we're having. It's thousands of hours of shining, serving, bonding, caring, and loving.

"One thing to do, three words for you: JOIN KEY CLUB." -Judy Kim