Thursday, September 10

Troublesome

my life sucks has been better. I still have everything I NEED but there has been so much going on lately. So many things that should be simply SIMPLE but became unexpectedly dramatized. My perspective on people, myself and life has changed more than a bit.

For one thing, Park Jaebum. Poor baby. I really want to tell him he shouldn't give up and go back and do SOMETHING. It might not be my business but I'm scared he might regret this incident for the rest of his life if he doesn't clear it up neatly. Some netizens are RIDICULOUS. I say some because I know some netizens forgive Jaebum and support him but the others are just utterly ridiculous. A suicide PETITION?! I mean REALLY? Cmon. How many actors and actresses have you killed already? Is it not enough? You want to unrighteously and immorally take away yet another life? Is life that insignificant to you? Do you think life is that cheap? If you want him to die so much at least you go do the killing. Why are you trying to put all the responsibility on Jaebum? That comment was four long years ago when he had NO ONE and NOTHING in Korea. He didn't even know the language or culture. He was BRAND new. People change. Well, at least sane people do unlike heartless antis but Jaebum is a sane man who changed from a belligerent to a charismatic and kind-hearted guy. Common fans like us may not know him very well but I can tell a little bit from the variety shows and interviews. More credible is the admiring comments people around him keep leaving him. JYP saw his talents, his teammates look up to him, other celebrities respect him, staff loves him. Jaebum deserves those praising comments. He earned it. I hope he won't give up and do what he wants to do without any regrets, whether it's coming back with 2PM or going back home as Jay Park.

I've had SO many thought's I want to right on here. I guess I've been doing a lot of thinking the past few days but maybe I'll save those for another day. I'm just so frustrated and angry lately about many things. I feel disappointed in myself and I can't seem to find relief. My hair's falling out, too. Great.

Take me away.

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